August 09, 2008

Mid Season post

...sometimes I can feel myself drifting into what might be called a mid life crisis only it doesn't feel so dramatic as the word "crisis" implies.  It just feels...lonesome...empty...dull...useless.  I can see the days as they number on and on and I don't find myself changing anything, helping anyone, or doing anything to make a difference anymore.  My kids are growing up and they don't seem to need me for anything.  My nursing career used to make me feel at least somewhat useful to others.  And...there you have the title to my blog...mid season...blahg.

1 comment:

phx said...

aww... *hug* sometimes just being there is enough, ya know?